John 15: 9-10

"As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete."


His love completes me.

faithfully...

By Your mercy we come to Your table
By Your grace You are making us faithful

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 31

Day 31 (Surfing the Wake) - A song you wanted to fit in here somewhere but never could.

Michel Telo and Neymar - Ai Se Eu Te Pego

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 30

Day 30 (The Onset of Night) - A song about endings

Coldplay - The Scientist 

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 29

Day 29 (The Absence of Light) - A song with the word black in the title.

Avril Lavigne - Black Star

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 28

Day 28 (Close Encounters) - A song performed by, or in part by someone you have met or seen up close.

Foster The People - Pumped Up Kids

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 27

27 (The Other Side) - A song performed in a language that is not native to you.

Yuna Kim & Lena Park - Dream Of Winter

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 26

Day 26 (Damn the Core Egos) - A song from a group that split because one or more members wanted to pursue a solo career. Preferably they never reformed.

N'SYNC - Bye Bye Bye

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 25

Day 25 (On Top of "The List") - "If you could marry a singer". This is the song you want that person to sing to you during your wedding.

Shania Twain - From This Moment

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 24

Day 24 (The Fling) - A song from a defunct group with only one album.

Metro Station - Shake It

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 23

Day 23 (Twin Engines) - A song from a duo

M2M - Everything You Do

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 22

Day 22 (The Sin of Envy) - A song from a group that features a musician you wish you could play like.

the pianist from...

The Undertones - Here Comes The Summer

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 21

Day 21 (The Silver Lining) - A song from your least favorite genre.

Slipknot - Phychosocial

Its that bad that I dun even want to post this song here...

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 20

Day 20 (Love at First Sight) - A song you heard live before you heard it recorded.

David Cook - Always Be My Baby

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 19

Day 19 (Rock Solid) - A song from a group that has the exact same members after 10 or more years. Preferably uninterrupted

All American Rejects - Dirty Little Secrets

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 18

Day 18 (NSFW) - A song with an obscene title.

Jennifer Love Hewitt - BareNaked

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 17

Day 17 (Captain Hook) - A song you think is incredibly catchy.

Michel Telo - Ai Se Eu Te Pego

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 16

Day 16 (Synergy) - A song from a group with multiple lead singers.

Hillsong - Still

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 15

Day 15 (The Personal Trainer) - A song that you listen to while exercising.

Quad City DJ - Space Jam

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 14

Day 14 (Themes in Variations) - A soundtrack. Nothing too long, in line with previous selections.

Mandy Moore - Cry (OST of A Walk To Remember)

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 13

Day 13 (The Quickie) - A song that is less than 2:00

Oliver James - Long Time Coming

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 12

Day 12 (Epic Song Time) - A song from a supergroup.

Hillsong - From The Inside Out

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 11

Day 11 (The Usurper) - A cover that you prefer to the original.

Derik Nelson - Everybody Talks (Neon Trees Cover)

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 10

Day 10 (The Snub) - A song from a band with at least one best of album that didn't appear on any of those.

The Wonders - That Thing You Do

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 9

Day 9 (King of Mars) - A song from a solo male artist.

Ed Sheeran - Lego House

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 8

Day 8 (Queen of Venus) - A song from a solo female artist

Birdy - Skinny Love

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 7

7 (The Seed is Strong) - A song from an artist you believe few people have heard of. Don't judge, it's all relative.

Anthony Callea - Rain

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 6

Day 6 (Memories) - The song you were most drawn to on the first album you can remember acquiring. Preferably something you picked out on your own.

Michael Learns To Rock - Paint My Love

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 5

Day 5 (Unrequited Love) - Picture going to see a great band and expecting or at least hoping to hear a certain song. They don't play it. The more times you've seen the band without hearing said song, the better.

Westlife - Evergreen

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 4

 Day 4 - (Unsung Hero) - A song never released on an album. A B-side, not a remix


Avril Lavigne - Wont Let You Go

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 3

Day 3 - (One Night Stand) - A song from a one hit wonder.



Europe - The Final Countdown

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 2

Day 2 (Exorcism) - The song you've been forced to hear the most 

the last 6 months.

One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful

Advance 31 Days Song Challenge - Day 1

Day 1 (Addiction) - The song you've listened to by choice the most 


the last 6 months.


Pierre Bouvier (Simple Plan) - This Song Saved My Life

A day with Jenny and Phoebe

Went out with Jenny and Phoebe today. Well, since Phoebe is leaving soon, so its better for us to hang out with her before she leaves to USA. So gonna miss her. Went to midvalley for lunch and dinner and also a movie (BRAVE).

my 21st...BLESSINGS...

There's so many things I can be thankful and grateful for....

Thanks to everyone for the wishes, gifts and arriving at my party....

SO SO SO HAPPY!!!!! =DD

Thank You GOD for friends... =)

Me, Myself and I... No one else..

Battle with Myself

Have you ever sat up at night,
And just let your barrier down?
Brick by brick.
I've sat in silence and cried..
Plenty of times.
I've let it defeat me,
Made me think I'm worthless,
I let the burden of my thoughts get to me.
Like safety pins and razors..

I regret it,
Now I've got the scars..
They remind me..
Of how the scarlet red trickled down my skin.
I regret the pleasure it gave me,
How I felt I needed it to happen.

I regret that I let my family and friends..
Down. Discover. Drown in pain.
All because..
I let the anxiety and wretchedness reach me.
I let it control me..
The pain, The pleasure.
It gave me peace.

Makes me cringe.

The thoughts I think.
Overtake me sometimes,
Sometimes..
I like to go back.
To the feelings,
To The way it was cold against my skin.

Sometimes..
I think I'm good enough to stop.
But something reminds me.
I'm not..
Just sometimes..
I'd like to end it all..
Only sometimes.

Broken Dreams.

Drowning in a darkness 
Of deep despair 
Believing the lies I hear 
And seeing truths not there 

See the rays of sunlight 
They shine upon your scars 
Reaching for that broken smile 
Among the hidden stars 

Hearing the tear drops 
Falling from your eyes 
Believe my hidden secrets 
And tell my stolen lies 

Bring me to the surface 
Give me air to breathe 
Let me see the sorrow 
Upon my broken dreams

A teacher with a heart

My sem just started. But I didn't go for the first class. Instead I went to visit my school again. This time, Raziff and I went to see our form 5 BM teacher who is on the wheelchair. Yes, she has paralyzed legs. That's what touched me. A lecturer on a wheelchair that has the love of teaching.

Revisiting School

Went to school today to meet the teachers that taught me and help me be a successful person. Raziff tagged along. Well, since we had a good history together. Since form 2, from a normal student until becoming prefects.

 School indeed brings back alot of memories. I remember being in assembly, the lame jokes in class, ponteng class*ahem ahem* and many more. When we got there, the teachers were so excited to see us. We spend time talking and catching up with them. So many things have been changed since we left. Its already 3 years. Oh how time flies. Feel so Old.

Our Form 4 BM teacher

Raziff and our English Form 5 teacher

Form 4 Add Maths teacher

   

Form 5 Add Maths as well as class teacher

Our school's PK HEM

One of our school's CF's lecturer.. She gave me an ang pau too.. =)

Our GURU DICIPLINE

PAK CIK GUARD.

After that, Raziff gave me a lift to the LRT station and I rushed myself to college for CF.

CF was pretty interesting today, it was my first time being a Cell Group leader. We suppose to do a discussing and presentation about the racism in our country and it all turned out pretty good. Thank You God for this day. =)

There's always HOPE...

One of the moments when God’s glory was shining out so beautifully from the skies; as if the heavens opening up like the day when Jesus got baptized and God said “This is my son, whom I am well pleased with”

Missions is an amazing ministry, a life changing journey.

CNY CF Outing

Went House Hopping today. Was so nice as each house they blessed us with not only ang paus but hospitality as well. Only went to 2 houses as I had to meet up with Jenny at Mid Valley in the afternoon.

 

KAYAK-ING

Went outing with Elizabeth, Joel, and Ross...

KAYAK-ING WAS GREAT!!!!

Ecclesiates 3:11

Was just pondering over the verse. The part which said “He has also set eternity in the hearts of men” really struck me. What does that mean? Well, the only thing which I can infer so far is that He has given us eternity, and eternity means Jesus Christ. That is a very powerful and amazing thing, and yet we still “cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to the end” That really just shows how big, powerful and awesome our God is. Too big for us to really truly fully comprehend.

But what is most assuring is that “He has made everything beautiful in His time.”Everything beautiful. Everything. But then, we may say and argue that not everything in our lives are beautiful. Well, read the second part of this line. In its time. In its time, is in His time. Since all the world and heavens belong to Him

And so in His time, and through His eyes, everything will be beautiful(:

new year and already new friends...

grateful because I met new friends for futsal today....
Thank You God... =)

She WILL be stuck in the city lights...

The song that I will definitely be hearing and remembering in 4 months time..

I'm really sure of that...



Without a sound the streets beneath her,
Push aside,
To show us what's below.
And the shocks subside shortly after,
Was she alive?
Only time can know.
But you can't relive the past (Can't relive the past)

She is stuck in the city lights
Taking a chance to reliving those nights

She's stuck in the city lights

Just waiting for something to finally to turn out right

The way the wind carried on
The thousand conversations it had beneath it

It shocked out lips and chilled out bones
She got a glimpse of what she left behind

She is stuck in the city lights
Taking a chance to reliving those nights

She's stuck in the city lights

Just waiting for something to finally to turn out right

Who can think the time it started turning (started turning)
And who can find out why she's not returning (not returning)
I can't find a trace of what she's missing (what she's missing)

She may be decided to be...forever..

She is stuck in the city lights
Taking a chance to reliving those nights

She's stuck in the city lights

Just waiting for something to finally to turn out right

Without a sound the streets beneath her,
Push aside,
To show us what's below....

She's still standing

Met Jenny again..juz to pass her the REV UP Cert...
but most importantly, to know how is she doing...
and and and.... SHE IS DOING FINE...
I Thank God for it...
All Glory to Him...

Prayer:
Heavenly Father,
I thank you very much for helping Jenny in her journey of life. I pray that in her rough A LEVEL journey, You'll continue to be there with her Lord. Calm her, Help her, Give her Confidence, Wisdom and Couragement and also Lift her up whenever she is down Lord. Most importantly, bring her close to You. Lord, enable her to trust in the good outcome of the FINAL EXAM she is going to take in a few months time. Help her to contribute her own share of optimism and confidence. With your grace, Lord, I hope that You crown her efforts with success. We ask this through Christ our Lord. Amen.

Life lesson...

'life isn't about waiting for the 

storm to pass it is about learning

to dance in the rain'