Happyland is where I wanna go...

Look at the video.... (Eventhough u hate GLEE)



Well, notice the reactions from the cast.....
Happy aren't they...??
well, tht's one place I wish I could be in right now....
in my own happy world.......
where I juz push my problems aside....
being there for even one day would mean lot to me...

Sorry...

When you live in close proximity with other human beings there will be many times that you will offend each other. Families inevitably hurt each other from time to time. Saying "I'm sorry" are the two words that can repair your relationship. Without apologies the bad feelings are allowed to grow until eventually they grow into something so big and ugly that it is almost impossible to repair. It is difficult to humble ourselves and admit that that we may have made a mistake. However, when you think about the repercussions of not making a simple apology, you will realize that its worth the effort.

Quiting is not an option...

Don't Quit
When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low, and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
when care is pressing you down a bit ~Rest if you must, but don’t quit.
Life is queer with it's twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow--
You might succeed with another blow.
Life is queer with it's twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow--
You might succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than
it seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup.
And he learned too late, when the
night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when its seem afar,
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit ~
It’s when things go wrong you mustn’t quit.

Bambalela..

went to college today and attended the "2 ways to live" programme with Shimron and Brian...
After that, I went to CF.... Shim went to send Brian back to SMACC and thn came to CF...
in CF, it was International Day... so we worshiped in different language...
some of us also wore traditional clothes...

here is one of the song tht we sang...its called Bambalela...(Zulu language)
Its juz like how Michael Mellett taught everyone to sing it...

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04G4WfIQAoQ)

Its a new word we learn.......XD

Recovering....

As I walk down this road,
this new road I have taken,
I glance back over my shoulder,
perhaps I am mistaken.
Yet I see once again,
as I've doubted before
that those days are behind me
I'm not hers anymore.
Sometimes the images
creep in to my head
of the smoke swirling and whirling
as I looked almost dead.
A shiver slips
and crawls up my spine
I again reassure myself
that this life is mine.
It surprises me to see
that I've done so well
I almost don't believe
I've escaped that living hell.
She had a grip on me
like nothing ever has before
She burrowed in to my brain
so that I could think no more.
Now I am my own,
steering my own way
Turning to God, not her
to be sure not to stray.
I don't have to be weak,
I don't have to give in
She is powerless to me
No longer will she win

sadness has overcome me...

I don't know what to feel
Heart is dead
Mind confused
Don't know what to do
Feel sad for many reasons
Can't handle it all

Eyes crying
Body dying
No sound of hope
Just quiet humming
And distant echoes mourning  

Glee Season 2

The wait is over.....
The time has come....
The new sems starts.......
Its GLEE season 2....

Who says that soft toys can't make you smile?

Penguin Penguin Penguin.......XD


Ducky!!!!!!!!!


Mix emotions ice cream...


pink elephant blowing out love...


cute small soft toys....


many types of different soft toys...

journey...

the journey will be remembered more than its destination....

It's The Journey That's Important...
By John McLeod
Life, sometimes so wearying
Is worth its weight in gold
The experience of traveling
Lends a wisdom that is old
Beyond our 'living memory'
A softly spoken prayer:
"It's the journey that's important,
Not the getting there!"
Ins and outs and ups and downs
Life's road meanders aimlessly?
Or so it seems, but somehow
Leads us where we need to be,
And being simply human
We oft question and compare....
"Is the journey so important
Or the getting there?"
And thus it's always been
That question pondered down the ages
By simple men with simple ways
To wise and ancient sages....
How sweet then, quietly knowing
Reaching destination fair:
"It's the journey that's important,
Not the getting there!"

A beautiful Prayer

I asked God to take away my habit.
God said, No.
It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.

I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No.

His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary

I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No.
Patience is a byproduct of tribulations;
it isn't granted, it is learned.

I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No.
I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.

I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No.
Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares
and brings you closer to me.

I asked God to make my spirit grow.
God said, No.
You must grow on your own! ,
but I will prune you to make you fruitful.

I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No.

I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.

I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me.
God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea.

May God Bless You,
"To the world you might be one person, but to one
person you just might be the world"

"Even the word 'IMPOSSIBLE' says 'I'M POSSIBLE' "

"nothing much to say" wednesday

it was a boring day.....
classes was so boring.....
the lecturer juz keep repeating the topic again and again....and again....
after class, I had a 2 and half hours break...
went to KPD A and help Denise sell some shirts...
Continued class at 2pm...
Guess what??
Same thing.... repeat and repeat and repeat..... @.@
finished at 5.30pm and Sham and I decided to have something small to eat with Amsyar...
Went to Ali Maju (Mainblock) and ate....
I decided to meet Xin Yi after tht since she is going back to her hometown....
But unfortunately, she already left...
Sham dropped me home again... Thx Sham...
And the three of us enjoyed having boys talk....

"Come and Go" Tuesday...

went to college to day juz to solve my fees......
Yea... my fees has a problem.....
can't register my subjects online..
So I have to go to the registry to sort things out....
Reached college at 7.30am and registry only opens at 9.30am...
So I decided to do my accounts homework...
while doing it, Denise msg me saying she is pissed...
why??
Its because she suppose to sell her T-Shirt today..
She came all the way and her group leader CANCELED IT...
Not a wise leader at all eh...??
So I told her I'll come there after I sort my fees...
9.30 came and I went to the registry...
It seems tht I haven given my spm cert yet... =.=
So I told them that I will give them on Wednesday..
The registry lady was very kind and nice...
Thx god I got to talk with her....
No fine to pay in the end.... =)
Since its still early, I went to Wisma...
On the bus from mainblock, I saw Elizabeth.....
We talked abt CF camp until we reached KPD A...
It seems tht during camp, Elizabeth thought tht I was her angel... hehe..
reached KPD A and rain came pouring down....
Saw Irene and Jascinta in KPD A selling cookies...
it was their consumer behavior assignment...
So I bought 2 cookie packets from them...
I gave one to Elizabeth saying now I'm ur angel... LOL...
Elizabeth and I walked to Wisma and saw Najib...
Police officers was outside of the building...
At first I thought it was a robbery...
But thn, I saw Najib shaking hands with someone outside of the building next to Wisma...
reached Wisma and we both departed ways..
Elizabeth went to class and I went to see Denise in the computer lab...
Denise looks quite pissed....
well, I tried to cool her down but couldn't find a possible way to do so....
So I told her tht her friend Irene and Jascinta are selling cookies at KPD A...
(thinking hopefully tht could cool her down)
she decides to go there and I followed her...
we went there and helped Irene and Jascinta sell the cookies...
I dun think I helped much because I was kinda blocking the booth..XP
left college at home and reached home at abt 2pm...
Studied and took a short nap...
few minutes ago, I apologized to Irene online abt blocking her booth...
felt kinda bad..
prayed tht Irene, Denise and Jascinta will do well in their consumer behavior assignment...
hopefully, God will give them a helping hand so tht they wun be stress in doing the assignment...

"basically nothing happen" monday....

nothing much happened today...
juz went to college and came back as usual....
Actually we(Sham, Amsyar and I) wanted to watch Resident Evil 4 after college...
Turns out tht it was sold out and the next movie is at 5pm....
No Point waiting....
So we went home....
But anyway, wanna say thx to Sham...
He always helped me alot and I wish I could repay him...
Hopefully tht day will come soon....
Thx Sham for the lift...

CF RETREAT

JUZ CAME BACK FROM CAMP....
GOD's GRACE WAS WITH/UPON US...
WE ENJOYED OURSELVES DURING THE CAMP....
LEARN NEW STUFFS....
MAKE NEW FRIENDS....
AND PRAYED FOR ONE ANOTHER...
IT WAS TRULY AN AMAZING GRACE....


GROUP PICTURE


RUN OUT = REACH UP N OUT


CANDID!!!!

got nothing to blog today.....

Juz wanted to say...

BUSINESS LAW IS SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WORST THAN WATCHING AN HORROR MOVIE

WHERE'S SHAM??
WHERE'S XIN YI??
WHERE'S DENISE??
WHERE'S IRENE??
WHERE'S SHIMRON??

I NEED YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You Needed Me

I cried a tear
You wiped it dry
I was confused
You cleared my mind
I sold my soul
You bought it back for me
You held me up
You gave me dignity
Somehow you needed me
You gave me strength
To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high
Upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me

I can't believe it's you
I can't believe it's true
I needed you
And you were there
And I'll never leave, why should I leave?
I'd be a fool
I finally found someone who really cares

You held my hand
When it was cold
When I was lost
You took me home
You gave me love
When I was at the end
And turned my life
Back into truth again You even called me 'friend'

You gave me strength
To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high
Upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me

You needed me
You needed me
Oh, yes, you needed me
You needed me

Psalm 100

Make a joyful noise to the Lord, all the lands!
Serve the Lord with gladness! Come into God's presence with singing!
Know that the Lord is God! It is he that made us, and we are his;
we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture.
Enter his gates with thanksgiving, and his courts with praise!
Give thanks to him, bless his name!
For the Lord is good;
his steadfast love endures for ever,
and his faithfulness to all generations.

Psalms 111

Praise the Lord.
I will give thanks to the Lord with my whole heart, in the company of the upright, in the congregation.
Great are the works of the Lord, studied by all who have pleasure in them.
Full of honor and majesty is his work, and his righteousness endures for ever.
He has caused his wonderful works to be remembered; the Lord is gracious and merciful.
He provides food for those who fear him; he is ever mindful of his covenant.
He has shown his people the power of his works, in giving them the heritage of the nations.
The works of his hands are faithful and just; all his precepts are trustworthy,
they are established for ever and ever, to be performed with faithfulness and uprightness.
He sent redemption to his people; he has commanded his covenant for ever. Holy and terrible is his name!
The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom;
a good understanding have all those who practice it. His praise endures for ever!

ways to propose to someone special..

Asking that special girl the big question is one of the biggest and most special moments in your life. If you want it to be just as amazing for her, then you should consider proposing in a unique and innovative way.

A Proposal Over Red Roses

Plan out a dinner, preferably on a special date that marks your x-month of dating. Make arrangements in advance for the waiter to bring out a set of roses along with a box containing the engagement ring. When she gets the roses, immediately ask her to marry you. Get the timing right, and she will be opening the box at just the right moment.


An Early Morning Mail Surprise

This is perfect for the weekend. Offer to make her favorite meal for breakfast, and make sure she accepts. During the night, place a note in the mailbox asking her to marry you. Start cooking earlier than usual and invite her once the food is done. As soon as she gets into the kitchen, ask if she would like coffee or juice. While you are pouring it, ask if she could check the mail while you finish up. Get the ring in your hands and be waiting outside your front door as she checks the mail.


Message In A Bottle Proposal

If she likes to go to the beach, then plan out a night that includes dinner followed by a walk on the beach. Prior to the evening, get a small bottle with a cork stopper, write a note asking her to marry you, and place it into the bottle. Be sure to have the bottle and the engagement ring with you during the walk. When she is not looking, place the bottle somewhere nearby and "accidentally" find it. Be sure to open it and hand her the note to read. Have the ring ready as she is reading it.


For The Morning Music Lover

Does she have a radio station that she listens to on the road, in the shower, or as an alarm? Call the radio station and purchase an advertisement at a time when you know she will be listening. Have the ring ready in your hands to present at the right time, and be prepared for the biggest smile you will ever see her have.


The Past, Present, and Future

If have the moves and charm to pull this one off, then by all means do so. Present her with three roses during dinner, one at a time. For the first one, tell her it represents the past. For the second one, tell her it represents the present. For the third one, tell her it represents the future, and give her the ring with your other hand. If you prefer, you can also kneel down after giving her the last rose and then present the ring more traditionally.

cars, motorcycles and outfits we need in the future in the streets...

Yup... some girls go crazy over guys with cool cars...XD


Finally... A Bike tht can ride even though its raining....


take away the tennis racquet and change the outfit colour to black... and u will look very cool although u're a nerd... XD

LOVE LOVE LOVE...

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

LIFE??

Your life feels different on you, once you greet death and understand your heart's position. You wear your life like a garment from the mission bundle sale ever after -- lightly because you realize you never paid nothing for it, cherishing because you know you won't ever come by such a bargain again.

- Louise Erdrich

There Are Ghosts In Singapore

been collecting every series of True Singapore Ghost Stories books...

got a total of 20 books... but I can't find some of it...

I wonder how Russell Lee looks like...?? ?? ?? ?? ??